well.....yea.....lol

yeah. well my wrist is all swollen. it sucks pretty bad lol. it was all my fault tho. but today at school was pretty lame lol. i didn nothing fun at all. nothing good for lunch and then i had to ride home in a van full of anoying little brats. there was like eight of them. they pissed me off do bad!!! i hate kids. kids are stupid and i am never having them. yeah. that will tell you how my day went. so it pretty much sucked. oh and im moving in with all those kids :'( im so sad now!! i hate them. stupid little kids anyways. but then i need to get some guitar strings and a cord for my amp.
Kacee needs to text me!!!! haha. i miss that girl!!!!! i cant belive she is gone :( i will be able to see her again. just one day. i cant wait for that day to come! i love her so much. she is my whole world. she is my everything. i love her so much. she rocks my socks XD lol. but yeah. i got nothing els to say. so yeah haha. ta ta for now :)

yeah . . . .

its been a while since i have been on here. so here goes nothing.

Okay so the most amazing person in my life now lives in alaska :( it makes me sad that she had to leave. i have been depressed since i knew she was gone. when she was at the airport still in utah i got depressed :( yeah. i miss that girl so much!! its going to be a while till i can see her again and hold her close. ugh!!! this is so hard!! my mom was telling me when she was my age her boyfriend moved up to alaska so she understands... so life is really hard not having Kacee here. she always has homework so i blame her school for me not being able to talk to her. i still cant belive she is gane. i can kinda but not really. its stressful. the only reason i am getting grades in school is so i can go up and see her in alaska. if i couldnt i would say. screw it all. but im getting grades for her. i need to be able to hlod he in my arms again. i miss her so much!! im going to try to go up in november or december. i am going to freeze my ass off but it will be so worth it :) being able to watch the northern lights with the girl i love :) it will be so much fun! we will do great things one day me and her will :) at least if she want to haha. i want to be with her for the rest of my life. i would be the happiest guy you would ever meet :) i would be the happiest man in the world!!! lol. but really she is the most amazzing person i know. she makes me so happy even if she is 3,000 miles away. i will love her forever. she will hold my heart forever. i am hers :) forever and ever! well ta ta for now.

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well i found out my amazing girlfriend is moving to alaska. . . . . . sad day :( i dont want her to leave....... i will miss her so. just not seeing her over summer makes me miss her so so much. and knowing she is leaveing for another state makes me sad :( i love her so so much!! i hope i can at least hang out with her before she moves. just one more day! i just cant imagine life without her :( she is my everything. i dont want to loose her. i know we will still talk to eachother but i wont be able to see her. :( i really dont want to loose the love of my life........ every time i find someone that i love with all my heart and some more they leave me. they either just say whatever its over or this happens :( why does this happen? why cant i be in a relationship and have it last?? they never work. should i just give up on them? should i stay away from them? i dont know what to do. im going to go crazy not having her here. it sucks knowing that im going to loose her. i wont loose her friendship but i am loosing my girlfriend :( and that kills me!

movies with the family

well tonight my mom came home with two movies the one was "The Lovely Bones" and "Phyco Ward" the lovely bones was a good one it was sad tho. it was about this old guy that went around and kills all these little girls and hides all their bodys. and he finaly dumped this one girls body into this one put that was like endless and he ended up falling off the cliff and his arm was wrapped around his head. it was a good ending. he deserved to die!!!! lol but the phyco ward was freakin' stupid!!! it was about this people that went to this old building and got locked inside and ended up getting killed off by this one guy that everytime he killed a person he went and prayed to god to forgive him of his sin. so when he finaly killed the last few people all you saw was his face and the door shutting.
so yeah thats how my night went. oh and now im talking to Kacee :D i love that girl!!:D

baseball

yeah. well today i went to play baseball with a bunch of people. i went over and my team was up to bat and they siad i was next so i was like carp. so i got up and i hear a kid yell how far can you hit?!? i said i guess we will find out. so we found out i can hit pretty far. i got struck out a few times and i got two home runs in a row! i was proud of myself. and when we were out in the out feild this kid hit the ball way out there and i knew alan would not be able to catch it so i started running as fast as i could and i got to the line of the ball and jumped and caught it. i was suprized. yeah it made me feel pretty good. now my back hurts. oh well. but im going back tommorrow morning.

yesterday.

well yesterday i went swimming with Kacee Jordan and Rachelle. i think that is how you spell her name lol. if not sorry. well i was sitting at home bored out of my mind when my phone rang. Jordan called me to invite me to go swimming with them. i said hold on let me ask my mom. so my mom said yes and i had to unload the truck and find some shorts and a towel. i got those and we headed out. when i got there Jordan waved and i so i started walking over there. when i got over to them Kacee stood uup and gave me the biggest hug :) i was so happy to see her :) she looked so freakin' cute all day :) her naturl curl is so cute :) well yeah i got right in when i got there and it was kinda cold but i got used to it. when i got in i did not take my shirt off so i got even more cold. but i finaly took it off and we decided to walk to another spot where the sun was. we got there and i got right in lol. this side was deeper and i cant swim. Kacee kept asking me if i wanted to go on the floaty and i said no cuz i did not want to end up falling in and not be able so see her face again. (cuz i would drown) lol but then we decided to leave and Jordans dad gave us a ride to the park. me and Kacee played at the park for a while and i had a blast :) so then Joradan and Rachelle were comeing back and i did not have a shirt on so i went and put it on. yeah i was not conforitable or however you spell that lol. but then we went to the little burger joint and got frys. well they did. i did not want to eat them cuz they were theirs not mine. well i had a few. then after that we went and chilled and Jordans house till my mom got there to pick me up. so while we were waiting Kacee asked if she could paint my fingernails. i said yes cuz i did not want her to feel bad if i said no. so my fingernails are blue and orange with our name on each hand :) her names on the left hand and mine is on the right. so my mom finaly showed up and i really did not want to leave cuz i was haveing so much fun hanging out with Kacee and jordan. true story. when i got home alan and Kyle wanted to go for a walk so i did and i wanted to slap a goat but did not want to get rammed. so i didnt do it. i got home and talked to Kacee for a while and then i fell asleep lol.

first day of summer school.

well today was the first day of summer school for me. ok well i got to the school and i could not find the room i needed to be at so i walked around the school looking lost and finaly found the room. i went in and the teacher told me to sit anywhere so i did. she came over and got me logged in. i had to start on this english thingy. lol but the first text thing i passed and the second one failed by like 2 points. how lame am i? so i was sitting there and a kid named luke looks at me and says "hey Randy, i want your body" i was freaked out lol. i always knew he was gay but he just told everyong right there. so i waas freaking out. so after all that he wanted to use my phone so i said sure not trying to be rude. so then i get a phone call and he answered it!! i was like whoa man!! so then i called my brother and told him to meet me at walkers so i walked down there. and i was half way home when my mom texts me and says to meet her out front of the school. i told her that trevor came and got me and she yelled at me over text. yeah she was pissed so i went home and cleaned up the living room so she was not so mad when she walked through the doors. she was still really mad. so then we cleaned for the rest of the day. i got my room cleaned and swept. yeah i have no carpet at all in my house. i even made my bed. lol my room looks so great now :) im proud of myself. well now we need to get all the laundry done by ten in the morning tommorrow cuz someone is comeing over to look at the house. yay i get to move again. im sick of moving. we have only lived here sense january. i think thats how you spell that lol. but yeah. moving is lame. but it means being closer to people lol. levan is extreamly boring and there is nothing to do out here. well yeah and then i asked my brother to drive me to the store and he said no so i had to walk over there in the dark. yeah i hate the dark. oh well i guess. i got my drink. and now im home sitting on my butt wondering what i did. so anywho im going to leave cuz i have nothing left to say.

um .......... uh ........ yeah ...........

well yeaterday i was looking at these speakers. (they were my sisters) yeah i bought them from her for sixty bucks cuz they fit in the back seat where they go. so i had shane help me install them. he put one in and needs to get some wires for the other one. and he needs to get some wire connectors or however you spell that for the radeo its self. and he has not brought them out yet. so im waiting still. and he needs to help me fix my trunk cuz it wont latch all the way!! its a work in progress. lol but yeah its a beast.

so i trully miss Kacee!!! summer sucks without seeing her :( i hate not being able to look into her gorgeous eyes and be able to look at her gorgeous face!! i miss her so freakin' bad!!! its not even funny!!! i hate it! but yeah i start summer school tommorrow. Yay me! not!!! summer school sucks and im kicking myself for not passing my classes!! it was stupid of me not to pass them cuz i know i can. i just dont want the work. yeah i know its stupid of me. but next year for sure im going to get passing grades. even if it means homework :/ i hate that stuff. but the good thing about summer school is i can get out of the house :) lol but this summer is going to suck!! i hate summer!!! anywho i cant think of anything els to talk about so yeah. im going to go. lol

yesterday. last day of school.

Well yesterday was the last day for over 100 days i will get to see Kacee :( When i got there the whole schoolo was going to the baseball feilds to watch the end of the year game. So i texted Kacee to see where she was so i could find her. I finaly found her and we all decided to go walk to one of her friends house to wake her up. So we all started to walk over there and my mompulls up next to all of us and asked me why i was skipping. Kacee saved me and said we were checked out and could do anything we wanted. Thanx love :) Well we walked over to her friends house and their house is freaking huge!!!!! I would get lost in it! No joke! Its that big! So we got her up and her older brother gave us a ride back to the school. We got back and me and Kacee walked over to find some grass to lay on. All of it was wet! So we climbed a tree and sat up there and talked for a while. When we got down we layed on some dryish grass and talked and then the busses showed up.... I was sad :( But when Kacee left i went to hang out with Rj till three. We went and were jumping on his tramp and we both tried to do a double backflip. I could have done it but i didnt cuz my brain told me no and i threw my legs down. I tried a double frontflip but did the same thing. I will get it one day :) But then i headed home and Rj's mom bought me fries from burger king. It was the only thing i ate all day. We went to town and my mom bought us this one really good food from this place next to other place lol. but i ate it and it was so freakin' amazing!!! It was the best food i have had in a long long time!! but thats how my day went. Oh and i climbed on my roof too. So i can scratch that off the list of things to do this summer lol.

the dance

hey Randy here. Well there is a dance tonight and i want to go to it but idk if i can. My little brother has like two baseball games and so does my sister. I will try my hardest to be there. But anywho I want to be there cuz Kacee is going and i want to dance with her. Yeah laugh all you wan tbut i really enjoy being with her. Its so much fun :) well yeah. anywho i dont have much more to say so yeah.,....

may 25th

Today is may 25th and school was pretty good. We had to go to class till fourth and then we had an assembly. Well i sat with Kacee and i was going to snuggle up with her and it did not work cuz her sister was watching us. We sat there and she kept looking over at us so i could not snuggle. Maybe another time:) but anywho we werer sitting there and it was over so we walked to lunch. When i got my lunch we walked outside and sat on the benches out front of the school. Alex never eats so we tease him about it lol. Well Kacee stoal my yearbook and scribbled her pic out
:( not cool i know! but i still love her :D but then sixth hour rolled around and i went in and sat there for maybe 15 minutes and then the Jr High Kids came in and started talking to me and i freaked out lol. but then they left and went to seventh and i had to read this thing and i forgot to put this thing on that i needed on it and i flipped out. I was like nnnoooo!!!!! lol oh well. but then i walked with Kacee to the vocdational building and i was going to give her a kiss but chickened out. oh well. maybe another day. but i did get a lot of hugs from her :) thanx :) now im sitting here typing this thing lol but yeah thats how my day went.

school

Randy here.
Well today i was going to go to the zoo. But the snow stoped us. Its crazy, snow in the middle of may!! So i went to school and i wore my santa tie cuz there was snow lol. But in first hour the power went out and second and third we had an assembly. Well Kacee and i sat together and i asked if anyone had some gum and she said she would check and she bent over to check and i put my arm behind her so i could have my arm around her. well it worked and we sat there and snuggled. so when we went to fourth and i met up with her after class. We walked to lunch together and sat in the hall. We were sitting there and my friend richard was trying to get a picture of the both of us but she was hidding. He got one but i cant see her face. :/ oh well. i will get a new one :) thanx for the try man. but i have that one. And after school i was standing there with her waiting for the busses to leave and i wanted to lean over and kiss her so bad!! you have no idea!! she is so gorgeous and perfect. well then i had to leave so i had to give her a long hug and so i did. i feel safe in her arms. no joke! i love to be around her :D she makes me a happy happy boy :) anywho thats what has happened so far today.

people i love

well this is the first time i have used this. thank you Kacee for telling me how to do this :) well anywho my life is crazy. my older sister Becca is crazy and she likes to run her car into light poles. i say this because this one day it snowed like a foot of snow and she was taking us to school and she got on the freeway. not a good idea. so we were getting off the freeway and hit the snow and slid off into a light pole lol. she payed her first car payment the day before she totaled it. lol so she is now drivung a peace of crap car now lol.
my older brother Trevor i think is bipoalr lol. he at one point is happy and being funny and the next i want t o stay away from him cuz i dont want to get punched haha but he is pretty cool.
me. im the middle child.
my little sister baylee is a little brat but i still love her :) she gets whatever she wants from my step dad shane if she does her little puppy dog face lol. she also likes to try to get me in trouble. she likes to fight with my little brother that i will tell you about in a min. yeah she is funny at times also.
my little brother david is a brat too. he likes to try to fight baylee but always gets his butt kicked. he trys to be like me witch is a good thing. cuz that means him being outside riding his bike. he likes to be mean as much as he can without getting in trouble. he is a good kid tho.
my mom is a great mom. she beats everyones mom. she would do anything in her power to make us happy. she hates my dad. im with her on that. he cant go one day without lying to anywho. my mom just resently bought me a 1991 camero. that tells you how awsome she is. well she works all day and wants to come home to sleep so i never see her. but she is an awsome person.
shane. he is my step dad. he is a really awsome guy. he can get mad if you dont do what he wants but he is a good guy. he smokes and we all want him to stop. he is trying and is doing a good job on it too. he loves us kids like his own.

ok now the most important person in my life!! Kacee :D where to start? she is perfect. her eyes are always a pretty color. they change colors but they are always pretty. her hair is amazing. she just dyed her hair a lighter color. i still think she will be as gorgeous as always. she is tall and i love that. i dont like being so tall so she makes me feel better. i am still taller than her witch is good :) she always looks good. i love her for being who she is. she treats me very good and i love that. she is just amazing all around :) her smile is so amazing and gorgeous :) she always smells good too :) she has soft hands. her voice is so amazing i love talking to her over phone just to listen to her voice :) well i love you Kacee :)

well that is some of the people i love.