Monday, August 30, 2010

well.....yea.....lol

yeah. well my wrist is all swollen. it sucks pretty bad lol. it was all my fault tho. but today at school was pretty lame lol. i didn nothing fun at all. nothing good for lunch and then i had to ride home in a van full of anoying little brats. there was like eight of them. they pissed me off do bad!!! i hate kids. kids are stupid and i am never having them. yeah. that will tell you how my day went. so it pretty much sucked. oh and im moving in with all those kids :'( im so sad now!! i hate them. stupid little kids anyways. but then i need to get some guitar strings and a cord for my amp.
Kacee needs to text me!!!! haha. i miss that girl!!!!! i cant belive she is gone :( i will be able to see her again. just one day. i cant wait for that day to come! i love her so much. she is my whole world. she is my everything. i love her so much. she rocks my socks XD lol. but yeah. i got nothing els to say. so yeah haha. ta ta for now :)

Saturday, August 28, 2010

yeah . . . .

its been a while since i have been on here. so here goes nothing.

Okay so the most amazing person in my life now lives in alaska :( it makes me sad that she had to leave. i have been depressed since i knew she was gone. when she was at the airport still in utah i got depressed :( yeah. i miss that girl so much!! its going to be a while till i can see her again and hold her close. ugh!!! this is so hard!! my mom was telling me when she was my age her boyfriend moved up to alaska so she understands... so life is really hard not having Kacee here. she always has homework so i blame her school for me not being able to talk to her. i still cant belive she is gane. i can kinda but not really. its stressful. the only reason i am getting grades in school is so i can go up and see her in alaska. if i couldnt i would say. screw it all. but im getting grades for her. i need to be able to hlod he in my arms again. i miss her so much!! im going to try to go up in november or december. i am going to freeze my ass off but it will be so worth it :) being able to watch the northern lights with the girl i love :) it will be so much fun! we will do great things one day me and her will :) at least if she want to haha. i want to be with her for the rest of my life. i would be the happiest guy you would ever meet :) i would be the happiest man in the world!!! lol. but really she is the most amazzing person i know. she makes me so happy even if she is 3,000 miles away. i will love her forever. she will hold my heart forever. i am hers :) forever and ever! well ta ta for now.